2019/8/20. IQ124(sd15)
My current IQ score is IQ124(sd15).
Not so high...
I don’t know my IQ score when I was high school boy.
My illness made my brain broken...
But remedy for my illness is working well.
I appreciate my family and doctor,and someone who helps me.
In my experience,my IQ score will be highest before my illness conditioning is worst. So current IQ score shows that I am in good zone about health. If I want to increase score,I only stop taking the medicine. The medicine makes my mind calm. And it means I can act like normal people.
My illness makes me higher IQ,but it brings craziness. High IQ with craziness...
This is together. I can’t control myself without the medicine.
I know it... If I have to work as worker,I have to take the medicine. If I don’t have to work or I can work by myself,I can decrease amount of the medicine.
To be rich,I need higher IQ. To be normal,I need the medicine. I hope I can find something alternative to the medicine.
Love will be it. But I cannot find it.
Or perhaps,I may love somebody firstly...
I am living in Tokyo. So there may be some chances. Finding love or taking the medicine,it is the problem...
Love is the most remedy for my illness...